Maybe I’m too patient…


He says he’d do anything for me.
I’m too afraid to ask anyone to do anything for me, I always have.
Maybe I’ll stop being so disappointed if I actually tell him what I want.
But it’s still disappointing that I’d have to tell him what I want.

Maybe I shouldn’t expect him to read my mind. I know it’s unreasonable.
Maybe I’m just scared that I’ll be even more disappointed if I actually tell him what I want and he doesn’t do it.

I don’t have very high expectations of people but he still doesn’t meet my expectations. Not all the time, anyway.

And yet I’m still happier with him than without him.
I don’t understand myself. I still don’t understand my relationship. :|

Traveling a whole day just to spend a day.