Requesting permission to come aboard. DEP Recruit Bautista and her time in between high school and boot camp.

He says he’d do anything for me.
I’m too afraid to ask anyone to do anything for me, I always have.
Maybe I’ll stop being so disappointed if I actually tell him what I want.
But it’s still disappointing that I’d have to tell him what I want.

Maybe I shouldn’t expect him to read my mind. I know it’s unreasonable.
Maybe I’m just scared that I’ll be even more disappointed if I actually tell him what I want and he doesn’t do it.

I don’t have very high expectations of people but he still doesn’t meet my expectations. Not all the time, anyway.

And yet I’m still happier with him than without him.
I don’t understand myself. I still don’t understand my relationship. :|

Traveling a whole day just to spend a day.